Am I ever going to be like them..?

"Anyone can have inner beauty. But very few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out."

I did OKAY today, my limit was 200 calories and I think I was either 190 or 200. Not quite sure :/. Tomorrow is the day I check my weight, I am so nervous! What if all my hard work didn't pay off? What if I gained? Will I ever be skinny? If I'm still big.. what am I doing wrong? My diet is good.. I think. I normally have a multivitamin, fruit or veggies with fiber added in my water. But today, I tried on my old bathensuit because i am going to the beach this Saturday, and it feels like nothing is changing. i look fatter then ever. i don't get it. maybe it is just a bad day. I'm thinking about fasting tomorrow but it may be kind of hard because my friend is taking me to subway MAYBE, if she is i found a good 260 calorie meal. but i need to fast, so we will see. ANYWAYS he is some thinspo, keep working girls!

Eat to live, don't live to eat! Stay strong! xoxo (: